according to the perception of me by others..

i am incapable of caring, putting myself before others, due to my selfish nature; apparently, i don't care for people, my people skills are lacking, and my priorities aren't straight.

i also don't ever see things the way people want me to see them.. since whenever my opinion is asked, it always seems to be incorrect, or far from truth.. in which an epic battle of linguistics ensues, where i am left defending my opinion, the same opinion which was asked for;

i am defined as an asshole.. conniving and cold hearted to say the least, heartless if you so chose to label me. I am told i am incapable of displaying emotion, gratitude, and judgment when it comes to living life.

when asked for truth, i reply with what i know, and what i believe, yet like my opinions, are never taken seriously, considered to be wrong.. usually leading to another linguistic argument which then further levels me up to an even greater asshole, since defending myself and the knowledge i have leads to a disagreement.

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so here's where i defend myself.


" _____________. "

right there.
did you see it?

i'm sick of explaining, sick of defending myself, and honestly, don't care much for the labels. I don't care how other's perceive me, because in the end, im really the only one that can judge me. I'm tired of "fixing" what is "wrong" with me, my actions, and my thoughts.

so i give you all permission, go ahead and label me.. you need help? i bolded a few words up there for others to use to further define that which i am according to the masses. it's quite pointless for me to "correct" what is "wrong" with me, so please, continue disregarding anything worthwhile that i've accomplished in life, and continue misjudging my character..

here's some tape for your dymo...

label away.