finding people that don't know what the fuck they want.
this one was pretty much doomed from the start.
with 9487639817264987321694872 dudes after her.
her heart was in 2 different places.
oh well.
im tired now, or closer to exhausted.
too drained to try, lack of motivation.
can't even explain how i feel, because i don't know what it is.
but whatever though.
gotta struggle to find the greener grasses right?
and i'll never progress if i stand still.
so here i stand.. or at least i stood.
because im walking forward, and not looking back.
life continues, gotta take it a day at a time.
hopefully one of those days.. ill run into someone.
find that someone special that'll ride shotgun with me through this journey we call life.
meet that lady who has the right mind set from which we both can grow.
but until then, i gotta do what i gotta do.
gotta keep on keepin on.
man up and handle my shit.
no lookin back. even though it hurts to move forward.
fuckit.
peace
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oh, and happy birthday in advance.
you kinda already knew though.
but...
i didn't get to start the pooh munny though.
nor did i get around to the dinosaur costume for the giant pooh bear.
didn't get to gettin that camera for you.
nor was i able to make you your cake.
i didn't deliver on the ice cream sandwich either,
nor did i get to buy the donuts and lillys.
never got around to that day where i gave you all that.
all the while having dinner and flying kites.
but the most important gift i wanted to give you.
was the opportunity to smile.
to give you reason to smile on your special day.
but it is what it is.
"you can plan a pretty picnic, but you can't predict the weather"
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