update.

so i quit smoking.
and it's going good.

cold turkey method.

i guess if you put your mind to it, you can do it. hahah

same goes with life.

if you didn't know, that someone special that i have feelings for, is not here with me now.
we kinda went our seperate ways.

in all aspects of it, i respect her descision.
i appreciate everything we had, and i love the person that she is.
from our ice cream sandwich beginning, to our vacation in pismo.
from our little outings and viewseeking, to the talks we had about anything and everything.
everything we had i adore and cherish.
it takes alot for me to say this, but jenn i love and care about you.
i truly do. i hope to sometime tell you this in person.
i know you have work now and everything, and time isn't really something you have.
but i hope to sometime have the time with you, to let you know.
i'll be working soon too, and time is gonna be limited as well.
i just wanna say, i'm proud of you.
proud of you being strong, and handling your stuff.
i trust that everything you strive to accomplish will be accomplished.
cus i know you can do it, i got faith in you.
regardless of what happens, good or bad..
i can never have hard feelings towards you. period.
you've helped me grow, and open up in many ways.
and i'm glad.
things now are still gonna be hard for me,
but i'll get through them. i always do.
i have those around me that care and help me do me.

basicly, what i'm sayin is.
i love you.
thank you.
for everything.

those words comnig from me are funny.
but i mean them.

maybe someday things will work out.
maybe our paths will cross and we'll find greener grasses.
maybe, maybe not.

whatever the case may be. i just want you to be happy.
suceed in your pursuit of happyness and growth.

i love you. :)