the recent

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CAMPING
camping was good. hot as fuck tho. but coo none the less. a very much needed break from the distractions of life at home. but yeah. there was like 40+ of us, as usual. 4 campsites. hella tents, lotsa food, and some liquor. 2 bottles of 1800, and a bottle of patron + corona's makes for a good night. as is the case with the past 2 years, again almost kicked out of the campsite, and or fined for late night disturbances, illegal activities, and overall rule breaking. hahaha. this time we were too loud, got caught up clamming, and catching crawdads when you arent supposed to.. and some underage drinking. hahaha. anyway.. here's some photos.

kobe in the tree


brad


group.


fish hat


i eat watermellons


russ


tubing


mm


rhiann


kobe agen


kobe agen agen


parents


raytche


cy


maan


rhiann


brad kickin


rhiann


brad and biancas mommy and daddy


and the rest....



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LOS ANGELES | VALENCIA
back from campin, at home for 45 minutes... then off to LA.
LA was fun, very kickback, and also much needed. out of town but back in civilization. We balled it up in LA. fuckers! wine and cheese is dope, sophistication is pretty fuckin awesome bro! we said " lets get wasted sophisticatedly! " and we did. mamosas? i think thats how you spell it... but thats creeps on you. our cheese and wheat thins were bomb.. as was the predrink + string cheese jumpoff. hahaha. flipping on beds was fun, and daniel flips like a handicapped man. hahahaha. Eric molested everyone, with his drunkness. hahaha. then we wake up, and head to magic mountain. we got a record breaking 5 rides in! X2, Superman, Goliath, Batman, and DejaVu. X2 is sick, Superman is pretty fuckin fast, Goliath is COLOSSUS, Batman is so serious.. and Dejavu is fuckni invertigo. The rides was fun, but the break was funner. and much deserved. Even though i REALLY AM BROKE NOW... cus i have no money... it was all worth it. LA with my 3 best friends. hahahahah. RIGHT!

WELL-BEING
but yeah. much needed. got my mind off things. helped me realize that im ok.. not great, but ok. still dealin with alittle bit of that heartbreak shit, but its ok. I'm doin just fine. I get reminded of her, and i smile... cus no matter what happened, or what was said or done.. i loved her. and i didnt think i was capable of loving someone. didnt think i was capable of having that emotion, or at least showing it.. but i did. And for a moment, i truly believed she felt the same way. i believed in it. and for her to allow me to do so, brought out a part of me that i didn't think i had. and for that i smile.

lookin up.

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LETS SEE WAHT I'VE BEEN UP TO. OR WHAT I'VE DONE LATELY.

GYM.
AIRSOFTING.
PHOTOSHOOTS.
DRIVING RANGE.
CHILL.
MOVIES.
LUNCH.
DINNER.
BASKETBALL.
FLYERS.
COOKING.
DRAWING / SKETCHING.

DAAAMN. HAHAHA. SOUNDS LIKE ALOT BUT NOT REALLY, STILL WAITIN ON THAT JOB.. (SOON THO)

BUT CHECKIT. I GOT A SCHEDULE. WHOAA.. SCHEDULE. WHAAAT? NO EFFIN WAY BRO.

WEDNESDAY: DRUG TEST - 8:00AM
THURSDAY: EMPLOYMENT CHECKUP - 1:30PM
FRIDAY: LEAVE FOR CAMPING
SATURDAY: CAMPING
SUNDAY: GET HOME FROM CAMPING - GO TO LA
MONDAY: LA - MAGIC MOUNTAIN

TUESDAY: REST AND RELAXATION!

GONNA BE A LOOONG WEEK. AND HOPEFULLY A REAL FUN ONE. CUS I NEED ME A BREAK. YADIGG?

accepted.

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i've fully accepted the situation. and with that acceptance is peace.



it's a little something like that.

miss a

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whats happnin world?
i been bored lately.. so...
i applied to hella places, and hopefully,i start soon.
i gotta fill out the remaining paperwork for belmont.
crazy huh? dishwashin with polar burr?
like what the hell.. i don't even wash dishes at home. hahaha
but whatever, gotta do wacha gotta do right?

anyway, lately i just been chilln with folks.
kickin back, ice cream, swimmin, beach, playin with 50's etc etc.
i miss my peoples. havent seen them since high school. craazy.
its like im the only one not graduated yet.
fuuuugg.
i got 2 and a half years left. shiet. or something.

oh yeah, my lens broke. fuckin sucks. $160 to fix, thats $160 i don't have.
but whatever, ill be fine, i always have been.
always bounce back. hahah

but really though.
i jsut wanted to say, that..
im doin alright.
taking everything one day at a time.
no matter how much i miss her,
i don't think she'll ever come back.
she had me at hello,
but she lost me at goodbye.

if only one more time i could hold her in my arms, and if only one more time i could hold her hand. i'd never let go. cus i loved her.

but such is life right?
gotta go through the bad to truly experience the good.

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nothing wrong with caring.
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